Post Diet Blues

I've come to two conclusions.
Firstly why the diet has failed - eating chocolate, donuts and other 'bad' things because work has been for want of a better word 'sucky'.
Secondly I am suffering post diet blues.

These two things side by side make for a certain amount of mental confusion. Work sucks, feel bad eat chocolate, feel better but then realise that diet isn't going so well therefore feel bad. Eat chocolate, feel better. Go to work, feel bad. Eat chocolate feel better, realise diet isn't going so well therefore feel bad.

As quitting my job isn't really an option I've decided to go for a different strategy.

Haven't quite worked out what that is yet though. Going to ponder it over a nice cuppa tea and a Chocolate Orange.

Anarchy, Capitalism, Communism and my Desk

So I was sitting here at my desk quietly getting about my day job when a colleague popped round to say hello. As is their want it's never a simple "Hello, how are you?", first it was a discussion as to how rubbish we all thought life was. Elizabeth is partly to blame here because she has a "Life Is Crap" calendar, which was a gift from Sue, so she is also culpable! Then it was a discussion on various merits to anarchy, communism and capitalism. All around my desk!

It got me thinking though about the world we live in, about order and chaos, about authority and freedom. About what works and what doesn't work.

And because I'm at work I don't have time to write much more, which is a shame...